"It's not about closure; it's about doing what's right. It doesn't matter how you react because nothing you can say or do is going to change the fact that I have to look myself in the mirror every morning with the knowledge that, when it came down to it, doing the unspeakable came natural. But I do need to try to apologize. A guy who knows how horrible it is being alone in the world for 25 years has no business trying to play on the emotions of a guy who's been alone for a century and a half..."